♥ Thursday, February 12, 2009
It’s been a year.
It’s been 365 days.
It's been awhile since you’ve left us.
The family feels incomplete without you.
The family now has one member sort.
The room feels so empty without your presence.
You were the only grandfather I’ve loved. Since the paternal one left when I barely know how it feels to miss someone for I was less than a year old.
You’ve watched me grow up with your very eyes for I grew up in the comfort of your own home.
Your departure made my heart swell. It drove me to tears, it still do.
When you went away, you left a hole in my heart.
I’ll pray that wherever you are, you will be safe and sound.
My Al-Fatiha will always always accompany your soul.
To those of you out there, please give your grandparents a big hug. Tell them you appreciate their existence in your life. Tell them without them, there will be no you. Tell them you love them.
Hugs and Kisses.
I can still remember my first trip to the cemetery for I had to be there for you. I can still remember vividly how looked like, even when your soul is no longer inside you.
One word: Serene.
I miss you.
I still do.
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"All them grown full things separation brings
You never let me know it, you never let it show
Because you loved me and obviously
There's so much more left to say
If you were with me today face to face
I never knew I could hurt like this
And everyday life goes on likeI wish I could talk to you for awhile
I wish I could find a way try not to cry
As time goes by
And soon as you reached a better place
Still I'll give the whole world to see your face
And I'm bragging next to you
It feels like you gone too soon
Now the hardest thing to do is say bye bye
And you never got the chance to see how good I've done
And you never got to see me back at number one
I wish that you were here to celebrate together
I wish that we could spend the holidays together
I remember when you used to tuck me in at night
With the teddy bear you gave me that I held so tight
I thought you were so strong that you can make it through whatever
It's so hard to accept the fact you're gone forever
I never knew I could hurt like this
And everyday life goes on like
I wish I could talk to you for awhile
I wish I could find a way try not to cry
As time goes by
And soon as you reached a better place
Still I'll give the world to see your face
And I'm bragging next to you
It feels like you gone too soon
The hardest thing to do is say bye bye"
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