♥ Friday, August 8, 2008
Pardon the horrible drawing. I still suck at it. It's been quite awhile since I last drew a good pictur. One glance Miss Ha thought was drawing ghosts. Wth. We were asked to doddle a picture of what shapes us today and yours truly came up with this.
MY FAMILIES.
1. There's the real one consisting of her father,her mother,her brother and herself.
2. And then there's E35C. Need I say more?
3. Also comes 4e1. I miss my bitch(Joshua) and Shu Hui and Clement and many more.
4. Not forgetting, dearest S.I.A. <3
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Who knew that I can be an emotional wreck at times?
Hey, I do have a soft spot okay.
I cried in class today.
Yes, cried.
Not teared.
Kyser’s story made me realize that I am in the same situation as him. Frankly speaking, I am not that strong in my faith. I wish I was, but then again, I’m not. It saddens me, really. I do believe in His existence, I do believe that He is the Almighty. If only I can show that I believe, that would be so enlightening. I never knew why praying would be so hard for me. It’s not as if I do not have the time to do so. Well, most of the time I’m free. Thus, I don’t know why it’s so difficult for me to devote my time and energy just to thank Him for another day. In short, I would never want to forget Him even if I am too busy living this life. He will be always be inside my heart. I will try, insyallah. Oh my, I need to revamp my faith. I need my motivation. Perhaps watching another round of Ayat Ayat Cinta would be good? That movie makes me want to become a better Muslim. And btw, I still do have an effing crush on Fahri <3
Speaking of Ayat Ayat Cinta, dearest grandmother surprises me with its DVD as soon as I reached her place. What a coincidence right? I need it and I got it. As soon as I stepped into the house, I went.. “Ahhh!!!” Then, I realized I should be saying “Assalamualaikum” instead of that. Wtf.
FyQah’s story makes me cry too. I miss my late grandfather. Enough said.
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